Craving

It's terrifying. When it comes, I cannot stop.

I crave for meaning. I crave for relationship.

But why? Why do I crave for them?

Is it because there's a void inside me, wanting to be filled?

Or is it because I've never felt content with what I have?

I have friends who support me. I have found the meaning I've been looking for. Hell, I know all of that.

But.. the feeling is still there.

Am I greedy? Am I really wanting more?

...

What if I'm happy with the present?

What if, instead of wanting more, I look for quality?

Wouldn't it be better for me, since it aligns with what I value?

Isn't it worth pursuing, instead of yearning for more of more?

...

Guess I will go for it, and let it uncover itself in my life.

See you.