Create

Whenever I create something that benefits people, I feel happy. I feel a sense of purpose. It's like I'm designed to be this way.

To create. To share. To help.

In contrast, playing games or binge-watching Youtube does not provide me these feeling. Instead, I feel numb. I feel tired.

I feel.. meaningless.

They don't provide me these feeling. Even if they were, it's fleeting at best.

Is it just me? Or are we wired to be in service of others?

Are we designed to contribute to the world, regardless of whether we think we can't?

If so, might as well do it. Create something. Share it. Help people out.

If I don't feel like doing it, that's fine. It's human to be so. I should do other things instead.

See you.